This will be the last chapter of Life on the Ranch that will be posted to the public forums. The rest from here on out will be Patreon Exclusive.
The shower runs hot as I clean the dirt and cum off me. Tears roll down my cheeks. I’m so confused. Amanda’s been so cruel and mean to me and yet there are times where I see a compassionate and caring person inside. And the way she treats me… The humiliation and degradation. The abuse. It’s degrading and yet I want more. It’s awful, but deep down, it makes me feel desired. I know it’s so fucked up.
And yet, I know that deep down Amanda is a good person. I just have to find it. I just have to bring it out of her. Maybe becoming her girl will bring out the kindness in her. That’s another thing that confuses me. Why does wearing girl clothing make feel so alive?
It feels so natural to wear girl panties and stockings. I love how they feel. How they look on me.
I turn the water off and dry myself off. I wrap the towel around my chest like a woman would and walk out to my room. The box with the cute clothes sits upon my bed. What do I have to lose?
I drop the towel and put on a pair of those ultra cute panties along with the knee high socks. I button up my blouse and slip on the plaid skirt. I look in the mirror and I don’t see Kyle. Kylie stands before me looking so beautiful. So cute and sexy. It makes me feel so… warm inside. My cheeks bloom like roses. I love how I feel right now in this moment. Will Amanda like it?
Amanda spends most of the day outside. Steph finally got back and brought us lunch. Amanda ate hers outside. I feel like she’s avoiding me. I prepared them dinner as they finished out the work for the day.
By the time dinner was ready, both Amanda and Steph came in for the night. I’d been so nervous all day long and as soon as her eyes fell on me, I froze where I was standing. She looked down at me as if she was seeing me for the first time. After a long moment, she finally tore her eyes away.
Steph also looked at me in a way I’ve never seen before. She was totally transfixed. She couldn’t take her eyes away. It made me feel so… warm. Like everything inside was heating up to a level that made my hands sweat. I quickly turned away and served up dinner.
We all ate dinner in silence. Steph occasionally spoke up, but the conversation died down quickly. After we finished eating, I quickly got things cleaned up and rushed to my room.
I laid in my bed for a while before Amanda came in. I can’t say I wasn’t expecting her. She didn’t say anything for a long while. She just came in and sat down on my bed. Was she crying?
I sat up and scooted up next to her. Tears rolled down her cheeks. She buries her face in her hands. “I’m so sorry. I’ve treated you so horribly since I’ve been here. You didn’t deserve any of it. I’m just… I’m just so lost and angry. I… I have no idea who I am anymore. I don’t even know if I ever did know who I was.”
I put my hand on her shoulder. “It’s okay. I forgive you.”
She looks up at me with bloodshot eyes. “How can you forgive me like that?”
“Because you’ve made me realize who I am. I can’t lie to myself anymore. When I dress up like this, it feels like the real me awakens. The person I truly am comes out. Before you came along, I never truly felt like I belonged in my own skin. I just… I hated being me.”
She cups my face in her hands and I lean into her touch. “I promise I will never hurt you again. I’ll protect you and keep you safe. Just be my girl.”
I leap into her chest and wrap my arms around her. She holds me tight. “Yes! That’s all I ever wanted. To be loved and accepted.”
“I promise I’ll make it up to ya. I swear I’ll love you and I’ll do whatever it takes to make you happy. Okay?” She says as she lays a kiss on my shoulder.
I pull back and look into her eyes. I place my hands upon her face as she wraps her arms around my waist. “I forgive you, Amanda. If you promise to love me, I’ll be the best girl you could ever ask for. I’ll do everything I can to make you happy.” Without another word, I press my lips against hers.
We kiss like lovers do. With passion and fire, yet she’s gentle. I wrap my arms around her neck as she lifts me up and lays me down gently on the bed with her on top of me. Slowly, her hands go up my thighs and pull at my panties. She lifts tugs at them, sliding them down my legs as she passionately kisses me. She tosses my underwear aside and then takes off my shirt and pulls down my skirt before she tears off her pants and underwear. Her lips return to mine after she grabs a bottle of vaseline and lubes up my little butthole with her finger.
After she lubes her cock up, she looks into my eyes. “Are you okay? I don’t want to hurt you anymore. Do you want to go through with this?”
I pull her in for a kiss, slipping my tongue between her lips. “There’s my answer.”
She presses into me, grinding her hips against my ass as my legs wrap around her waist. She takes her cock and rubs it up and down the crack of my ass before it meets the entrance to my backdoor. Much more gently than before, she slides into me. I hold onto her tight as I gasp out. She eases up as the head of her cock pops into me.
Her lips meet mine as her hands explore my body. She inches her cock farther into me. I groan out. I grab onto her hips, but instead of trying to push her off, I pull more of her inside me. She fills me up and stretches my little ass out. It’s somewhat uncomfortable, but I know full well the pleasure that awaits.
For the first time in forever, I feel safe and loved in Amanda’s arms. I know she was mean and cruel to me in the past, but she’s changed. I know it. She truly wants to protect me. She wants to be with me. She loves me. I know the things she’s done in the past are terrible, but I want to be with her. I want to love her and feel her arms around me. I want to be her girl and I want her cock inside me. I’ve never felt more alive than in this moment.
Her hips meet my ass cheeks as she pushes herself all the way inside me. I run my hands up under her shirt, against her abs. She takes it off and throws it aside. She isn’t wearing a bra. She never does. Her large breasts are firm and yet supple. I kiss them and wrap my lips around her nipple. She smiles as I suckle on her breasts. She slowly starts to move her hips back and forth, slowly pulling that dick out before gradually pushing it back in me.
Fuck. It’s starting to feel really good. She massages that sensitive spot inside me. I could lay here underneath her for the rest of my life. I run my hand down her tatted arm and kiss it. Her smile… It’s not the same as it was before. It’s not the possessive smirk I’ve been so accustomed to. It’s been replaced by a caring and compassionate smile. The kind that warms my heart. She leans down and presses her lips against mine as she pushes herself back inside me.
I can’t help but think is this what love feels like?
I don’t ever want to lose this feeling. Why couldn’t she be like this from the start? The past is the past, I need to let it go. I want this to work. I really do. She places her hand against my cheek and caresses my soft skin with her thumb. “I’m never going to hurt you again. I promise, I will love you for the rest of my life. I’ll keep you safe.”
I lean up and kiss those luscious lips of hers. I keep kissing her. “I promise to be your girl and love you for the rest of my life. I’ll never leave your side.”
She starts to thrust into me. Her thrusts become faster and harder. I can’t help but moan out. I lose myself in her love. My own little girl cock is rock hard. I can’t hold it any longer. “Amanda, I… Urgh. I’m going to cum.”
“Cum for me, baby. Let’s cum at the same time,” she moans out as she pushes herself all the way inside me. That’s all it took for my little girly dick to squirt. She fills my ass up with her love juice. She continues to gyrate her hips, basting me with her seed. She presses her lips against mine as I hold onto her. I can feel her cock softening inside me. Finally she pulls out. She kisses down my neck and over my flat chest. She licks up my sticky cum.
“Let me clean off your cock for you,” I say.
She smiles at me as she bites her lip. “How could I say no?” she leans in and kisses me.
She pulls back and scoots away as she leans back, presenting her sleeping snake. I crawl over to her like the little submissive girl I am. She slides her hands to the back of my neck and pulls me in for a kiss. I kiss my way down her neck and across her breasts. I lick up the sticky mess I left across her abs as I make my way down to her cock. I kiss her messy dick before taking it into my mouth. I do my best to take all over her soft cock down my throat. Fortunately it’s not hard. I lick up the cum that dribbled down her balls. I lick every inch of her cock, leaving not a drop of cum left. She pulls me up as our eyes meet. Her hands cup my face. “You are so beautiful. Now come on. Let’s get some rest.”
“Will you stay and cuddle with me tonight?” I ask.
“Of course, I’m not leaving your side ever again,” she says as she pulls me back into her arms and lays down with me. I’ve never felt more safe in my life. I just want to stay in her arms forevermore.
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